Monday, December 21, 2009
Madrid and Segovia!
Monday, December 7, 2009
Tea for Brides to Be
Take Me As I Am
Earlier in the semester, Caitlin and I stopped in a really neat CD store on a little alley headed towards our University. We occasionally would stop there and pick out a CD, or ask them what was CD was playing, because they always had great taste in music. Once we stumbled upon an album titled “Still Night, Still Light” by Au Revoir Simone. I have no recollection of what about it stuck out to us, but we wrote it down one a little scrap of paper, which was inevitably lost, and then found again at some point. This album eventually made its way onto my iTunes and has since then been rising on my “Most Played” playlist, or in particular, the song “Take Me As I Am”. It is a short song, a simple song, just hitting 2 minutes and 23 seconds. The message is pure, plain, and und unpolluted. Some of the lyrics are:
“Do you know when you were already born
Do you know this is the way it would be
Do you know that when you were already born
You were already you
and I already me
So take me as I am
Take me as I am
I know,
it’s easier said than done”
I think I like it because sometimes I feel like I am just too much. I am too wild, too spastic, too intense, or maybe too flighty. I like to dance and look like a fool. I like to sing along with songs and I usually laugh longer and harder than most. Sometimes I try to train myself to be better behaved. Or try to “do” better. Guess what... I am done trying to do better, done trying to behave. I was born full of life, with a spirit of adventure, a spirit of mischief (disclaimer: harmless mischief). My grandma Hazel always used to say that I had a mischievous twinkle in my eye, even as a baby. Well folks, that twinkle isn’t going anywhere. It IS me! I am a world shaker (Cool Hand Luke reference)! I will not be tamed.
And whoever you are... yeah you, that person who doesn’t take me as I am, that person looking at me on the metro when I unrestrainedly bob my head to the music blaring in my headphones, or that boy who was just waiting for me to settle down, well you will have to wait a long time, because I am not going to change! Deal with it!
I’m saying this only under the parameters that I am willing to take you as you are. Who ever you are, I appreciate you. I appreciate your spirit, which is God given and so inherently and intrinsically connected to who you are. I appreciate your story, I want to know your story, to respect you by listening to your story. I want to know who you are, who you truly are. It is a shame we are both behaving and not breaking social norms, but rather riding a metro in silence. I will never know you, but I accept you.
**For clarity sake, I am not talking about not improving yourself, because I am always seeking to make progress and better myself through reading, education, experiences, discipline, etc., but rather referring to that which doesn’t change about us, the core of who we are, the good things that make us unique. I don’t want to change those things about myself.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
I'm in Spain.. really close to France.. the birthplace of French toast... right?
Saturday, December 5, 2009
The Blues Brothers


Friday, December 4, 2009
Yes, I am a Mainer
So I now realize that Mindy was right. Mindy is always right. When we said “goodbye” in the Jones’s driveway she told me, with the face of someone who knew all too well, that Spain would be the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. What she didn’t tell me was that the first two months would be filled with the highest of highs, and the second two months would be chocked full of the lowest lows. The first two months were great. Everything was new and fresh. Bakeries on every street corner seemed like the cutest things ever and the lingering aroma of fruit stores was intoxicating. I walked around Barcelona with wide-eyed wonder as I explored a new city. Every day I noticed something new: a bright-colored door, a little shop, or a park that I swear could not have been there the day before; Every day I feel in love with Barcelona all over again.
What happened in November!? What was the great change that turned my young love into a dull disinterest in the city? Absolutely nothing in Barcelona changed. Nothing at all. It was the same as always. The leaves didn’t change, the weather didn’t change much, the stores, the interesting doors, everything was the same, it was all still there. And that seemed to be the problem: Barcelona had become common to me.
There can be something so wonderful about that which is known, that which is common, like the pattern of the changing seasons, the smell of your home, the early morning omelets with your dad on Saturdays before yard work begins, or the one general store in town which has not changed one bit since you were eight years old. The problem with something common or routine is when some place other than home becomes common. It is the one catch: the monotonous routine of the common without all of the comforts of home. Anyone can travel anywhere for a week or two and be happy, I am convinced, but try some months and the heart will feel a homeward tug. Try making a foreign land common.
I never knew I was a Mainer until I lived in Spain. I knew I liked Maine; I knew I liked my house, my family and my friends, but I didn’t really know that I loved them. I do now. Until recently I hated the awkwardness of saying “I love you” to anyone or the clumsy “goodbye” hugs that I gave my mom and dad in late August at the airport as we parted ways. I knew my brother Jacob was one of the coolest kids I know, but I did not realized how much I appreciated him, how much I was affected just by living under the same roof as him.
And then there’s my house, my little white cape and red barn in Cumberland, Maine, on Orchard Road. There has never, and will not ever exist a house with more character. From the creaky floorboards, secret nooks, horse-hair plaster walls and doors that never stay shut to the two steps that separate the kitchen and family room that Jacob trips over once a week, this place is full of personality. I love this place. Maybe I will buy it from my parents one day. I could keep up dad’s and my vegetable garden in the back. Maybe I could have a couple of kids to do yard work and wood stacking. Yeah, I think this is the life I want: a nice, simple life, full of hard work, common places and faces, and love. I think I was made to live on a little farmhouse in Cumberland, Maine, to be resilient through the winters of snow and ice, to shovel and stack wood endlessly, but to also enjoy the beauty of Maine, to pick apples and berries, to bake really great pies, and to enjoy the Cumberland Fair far more than I ought to.
Yes, I am a Mainer.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
I am a bad blogger.. sorry
Extremely Sick
Never get sick in another country. It is just miserable and expensive.
Chocolate Fondue Party
I'm on an international cooking club in Barcelona on couchsurfing.com. I've gone to a couple of events, but my two favorites were hosted by Ingmar, a German, double-iron man competitor. One was a chocolate fondue party with wonderful fruit and snacks. The next was a raclette party which consists of this.. machine which has a grill top like area to cook meat and eggs and such, and then this little area below where each person has their own personal triangular frying pan where they can mix up creative meals with eggs, veggies, meats, and cheese! We even did a chocolate pineapple one! It was just wonderful! I love food and good company!
Mushroom Hunting Mountain Excursion
Caitlin, my partner in crime, has an intercambio (language exchange friend) who is just great! She took us to a mountain for a hike and to look for mushrooms! Don't worry, she is like a mushroom expert so it wasn't dangerous and we didn't eat anything poisonous. She wrote a book for the government on indigenous plants native to Cataluña. Anyways. We found a couple of good mushrooms, but TONS of chestnuts. Oh man, I didn't come home with many because I was just eating to my hearts delight. Barcelona knows what is up about the whole chestnuts and sweet potato being the food of Fall (and I hope winter too)!
Traditional Thanksgiving Dinner
Planning My Train Trip
School Is Killing Me
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Mercé Means..
First of all, I just want to say, I know this is going to be ridiculously long, but really stick with it because this was like.. FIVE DAYS of AMAZING that I am trying to squeeze into one blog entry. Anyways...
La Mercé means... the best time you have ever had, EVER. No seriously, I am not at all exaggerating! I wish every week were Mercé, although I am positive that I would not be able to handle all the fun and lack of sleep.
The first I heard of Mercé was when I was half asleep and Cristina (woman from London who works for BCA) was giving us a tour of the campus said, “Yeah, here is where the giants for Mercé start out.” Which peaked my interest, but not enough to actually do much about it. Then I started seeing signs everywhere about it. Then I noticed a random Thursday off of school. So I was like, “okay WHAT is going on...”
Mercé is Spain's patron Saint week, the actual day is Thursday, but the festivities last from Wednesday to Sunday. It is a big deal here. Fina was like, "you will go out every night.. right?" She thinks I am kind of... dull because I don't have the ability to stay out late and really party like a Spaniard. And I really don’t go out too often. Anyways!
Caitlin did some awesome research and looked into bands playing and other really neat things happening. To our delight, Billie the Vision and the Dancers would be playing, along with the Hives and other bands.
Check them out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_9-dakz2R_o
WEDNESDAY
We saw the giants in a parade and jumped around insanely! Our goal was to get confettied as much as possible. I think the most successful technique was the skip-clap dance. Seriously a blast! There was a concert at that plaza so Caitlin, Miguelito and I checked that out. I have no idea who it was, but Caitlin and I danced and were living it up. Miguelito left us and we proceeded to attempt a relationship with this woman who was really feeling the music. I soon realized that her armpits had not been shaved… ever.
Oh yeah, that was the night Caitlin began haggling with the street venders selling street beer. She was naturally skilled at this, but as the week went on, harnessed her rare talent.
We were home and in bed by 2am, which is SO not Spanish, but we had a big week ahead of us and couldn't get worn out on the first night of la Mercé! Oh right! I was wearing some.. mildy saggy crotch pants that I had bought for like 5 euro. They are not THE pair, but they are a good starter pair I guess. And Caitlin rocked a cute little jean dress (totally in style in España right now, go Caitlin). This was definitely a successful first day of Mercé.
THURSDAY
We went to see the stacking of people*****! Caitlin and I arrived approximately two and a half hours early and watched about 2.5 hours too many of giants dancing while squeezing into the smallest plaza ever. No, it was okay… just crowded and I was hurting from the night before. We spotted some children sitting on some metal gates on the outskirts of the plaza and made our way over there. Some nice man helped Caitlin and I climb up. It honestly was the best sitting/standing area in the whole place. I got a call from Miguelito who said "Look to your left", so I scanned the crowd of THOUSANDS to find him not far off from us. He, Aly, and Marie joined us in the best spot ever.
The CABALLEROS.. (or something like that?) started! Teams came out one by one and would make a human tower, first a man, then a smaller man, than a woman, then a mere child. Yes, a child, at the top of a tower of people. So these human towers supported by about 20 people at the base would walk through the crowd to the middle of the plaza. Then they began to construct a tower shaped like a circle with four people on each level, and with several small children at the top. The last two small children would have to go up and over this arch made by the two small children before then. The goal is to construct and deconstruct the tower without anyone falling and the fastest possible. It really was insane! I saw like two or three small children fall from ridiculously high! I think no one got hurt though…
A couple of teams went (the teams were from each neighborhood of Barcelona). The police came and told us to get down, so we were then crammed into the crowd. It was SO CROWDED and kind of on the stinky side. One of the human towers was made my five feet away from me! It was amazing!
I left there and saw some really neat little stands of people selling jewelry and clothing. I took my time going back and randomly, like an hour after parting ways, I bumped into Caitlin! In such a big city with so many people this is not a all likely. It was really convenient because she had left her keys in my purse! When she realized that I had her house keys, she sprinted through the metro station to catch me before I got on my metro headed the other direction.
The rest of the day, I just had a siesta, a Fina fight, and began to study for a ridiculously hard final that I would have the next day.. who makes a final during Mercé!? Side note: I am learning that fights with Fina are just part of life and not to take them personal.
FRIDAY
I walked to Caitlin's house (the entire opposite side of Barcelona) because I got tired of studying and wanted to waste some time. I saw all of these cute little shops that I hope to venture to again at some point in the near future! Caitlin and I studied outside of a little tapas place and had some Coke Lite. After was had done all we could to learn everything there is to know about Spanish (essentially, our test was "be able to use every one of 15 tenses in Spanish perfectly”) I headed home for lunch. Fina greeted me and started yelling at me in Spanish and I was like.. oh no! What is going on? So, I was all upset but it turned out to just be a misunderstanding. She did, however, tell me that I need to be more of a "señorita", which I took a little offense to, but no biggie.
Okay! exam and then back home! One my way home, I spotted a... well I guess it was like a goodwill. In this "goodwill" place I saw a really cute dress! Really cute and only three euros! Wonderful! It is a little black floral dress. I was pretty sure that it was some old lady dress, but it had potential to be trendy if I accessorized correctly. So I bought it! I had a siesta at home, and then put my sassy little grandma dress on and started getting ready. Okay, unfortunately, I did not have the right trendy accessories for the dress! I ended up wearing my pearls, black spandex and cute little flats. I was afraid I might be cold, so I threw on a little white sweater on my way out the door. As I was walking to meet Caitlin, I realized I looked straight up grandma and not trendy at all. Oh well, I embraced the role of Barb fully.
We met up and danced some salsa at a plaza where a band was playing. Caitlin was purchasing a street beer in the dark and made the mistake of paying with a 50 cent euro coin instead of 1 euro. She was quite pleased with the new price and managed to rip off a couple more street people. After salsa, we went to see the Go Team, a pop group from London. Okay, SERIOUSLY a good time! We managed to get extremely close to the stage. The lead singer, a cute chick with a London accent and an afro yelled "BARCELONA! HOW IS YOUR ENGLISH!?" and Caitlin replied "MY ENGLISH IS BANGING!" This man in front of us turned and asked her where she was from. She said California. He was from Missouri or somewhere (I will have to ask Caitlin, the details are all blurring). I was just minding my business, you know, getting my groove on when all of a sudden... this chick behind back-bends me! We were back to back and she just unexpectedly was bent over me and I was pretty much on the ground. I cannot explain it except to say that it was extremely awkward, shocking and euphoric all at the same time. I think I said "I just got back-bended" and "what was that!?" about ten times. The hippie girl gave me a hug from behind and said thanks! A combiaygh-kind of song came on and the Spanish hippie and her friends behind us were hugging and swaying. All of a sudden, they started saying "join us!" and grabbing Caitlin and I! I was embraced from behind, pet, and caressed on my face for the remainder of the song! The hippie man pulled Caitlin into the swaying group. Truly, unforgettable! As we were leaving, ANOTHER person stroked my hair! I have no idea what the deal was, but it was very peculiar! We called it a night, and were in bed by 2:30ish.
SATURDAY
This is the BIG night for Caitlin and me. We had planned for Correfoc, Billie the Vision and the Dancers (seriously look him up on Youtube this moment and listen to Summercat), and The Hives. I joined Caitlin at her house for dinner and then we headed out. First thing to do: find Pepe, Miguelito, Tomás and the gang at some random metro. The trouble is that there are like ten metro areas for every stop. Anyways, we kind of miraculously found them without the use of a cellphone. From there, we went to Correfoc, which I had thought was like, Spanish fireworks, but learned that it is people with dragons and metal sticks that are like HUGE sparklers that throw fire at the crowd. We had been warned to wear long sleeves, so we did, but honestly, nothing could have prepared us for this! The parade of fire goes through the streets and you are supposed to jump in with the fire people and dance in the fiery sparks! SO AMAZING. Tomás was like "Hannah, there were so many sparks in your hair" so I tied my sweater around my head!
After our fill our fire dancing, we headed off the find BILLIE THE VISION AND THE DANCERS. I was more excited for this than anything of Mercé. This was THE event that I knew I wanted to check out. So we get lost. And miss Billie. But in the process we run into a tiny plaza with a grand piano suspended 20 feet in the air.. sideways.. with some man playing it. I mean, he was no Billie, and it was disappointing, but he was pretty cool.
We finally figure out where we are going and manage to get see the end of the Hives concert. It was ridiculously packed and slightly uncomfortable, but amazing nonetheless.
After the concert, I headed out to Frankfurt's with Miguelito and Tomás and had an amazing burger! My first burger in Spain! We agreed it was an acceptable place. I was in bed by 3am, still not 6am, but baby steps! One day I will be able to do the nightlife like the Spanish do!
SUNDAY
Unfortunately, this is kind of anti-climatic. I spent Sunday adventuring. I managed to hit every corner of Barcelona in one day and saw a ton of really cool places! I had planned to meet up with Caitlin for the fireworks, but she has no cellphone and there were 800,000 or something like that crammed into the plaza and I could NOT find her. Oh, her host mom, Pilar, called me and tried to give me some message, but I just kept saying "Lo siento, pero Kaitlin está en los Estados Unidos. Ella está a su Universidad en Tennessee, cuando yo vine a España, ella me dio su mobil". Yeah I thought she was KAITI JONES'S host mom, not Caitlin Bigelow. Whoops! I decided to leave the fireworks before they began and on my way out, I get absolutely DESTROYED by this man on rollerblades. I am surprised we both survived. Literally, he was going full speed and knocked me down to the ground. I was like "HEY!" and he was very apologetic. I am just glad he was a small little Spaniard. Yeah, Sunday night was not great.
So that completes my first ever Mercé. I am still recovering from the lack of sleep and endless dancing in the streets....
Monday, September 21, 2009
Vámonos para Un excursión! Vale?
Fina has being planning this little day trip for us for a LONG time. All I knew was that she needed 20 euros and that she was pretty stoked about the whole situation. I had no idea where we were going, with whom, or anything. All I knew was that an autocarre was picking us up and we need to wake up around 5am. And she was packing some bocadillitos (little sandwiches) for us.
I woke up at 5am. Had my coffee and cereal. And let for the autocarre with Fina. I was the only one under the age of 65 there. Que bueno! No really, I like older people. However, the smells on the bus where a little much… but it is all good. So next thing I know, I am in France! I was like alright, alright this is good. We stopped at the cute antique city with a big open market and did some sight-seeing and tried about a million free samples. We left there and drove along the coast through these crazy mountains. It was like… cliffs into the ocean and beautiful, but our bus driver was hauling and there were no guardrails (not that they would do much, but there wasn’t even an illusion of safety). At one point I just kind of accepted that if it came down to it, it would not be a bad way to go.
After surviving two hours of this craziness, we were at the restaurant in the middle of nowhere, but I guess in Spain. So about 75 senior citizens and I walked into this sweet little place and sat down. We had our first course. The big debate at the table was who was saying my name correctly. It was great. One would say “Nan-nah” and the other would say, “No, se llama Nah-han”. I kept just saying “No me importa” (it is not important to me). Anyways. A guy with a keyboard shows up and started playing music and some crazy dancing broke out. I thought, “ah if only I knew some Spanish dances because they are having so much fun.” Some time passed and I just sat there watching all of the fun.
Let me tell you, these senior citizens know how to get down. Spanish women only get spicier with age, of this I am certain. Next thing I know, I am being dragged onto the dance floor. I have no idea how it happened, but my feet did what they were supposed to. And I danced and danced with old men! Then Achy-Breaky heart came on and I was like YES. So we are tearing up that dance floor and I am having the time of my life. Well the keyboardist/singer man called me up to help him with the song when he realized that I knew the words and that he was absolutely slaughtering the song. So I went up and sang a duet with him! Ha ha so embarrassing, but I totally embraced it.
The ride home was really long and curvy. The woman in the row across ended up vomiting in a plastic bag. I pretended like nothing was happening because I could hardly handle it. At the end of the excursion, vomit face came up and said bye and gave me a kiss on each cheek while holding her plastic bag of vomit. Gross!
I would have to consider this excursion a success. Two thumbs way up.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Peanut Butter Lovin’ (Spain’s First Peanut Butter Party)
Well I guess I will try to explain the situation a little. I was innocently walking to school when I needed to go to the bathroom. So I walked into a little café where I was told I needed to buy something when I realized I had not a eurocent in my possession. Thus began my hunt. I did circles and circles around block after block getting turned down my cafés, bars, and fruit stores alike. WHAT THE HECK! I was a little girl in need and almost in tears. I cannot even express the gravity of the situation. Okay, fine, it is that time of the month. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, a “Dino Pan” came to my rescue (the Dunkin’ Donuts of Spain). There were other things that I just won’t go into, but fue muy, muy mal.
After that whole episode, I realized that I was MISERABLY lost. I got out my map and found that my excursion took me half an hour in the wrong direction. I began to weave my way in and out of streets and parks to get to school. I arrive late to my first class, which is a university class and I was nervous to meet all of the Spanish students. My commute took me 70 minutes instead of 30. It turned out to be fine, but still, not the picturesque morning I usually enjoy. I had three classes right in a row, the first two are university classes. Guerra civil was a nice break, but still class.
Also, I have a final tomorrow and I spent way too much time in the library. I was walking home and stressing about my test and not really paying attention when I notice that I had gone about eight blocks past my apartment building, which is absolutely absurd because I was ON MY STREET. Yo soy un tocho (I’m as dumb as a brick).
I finally got home and suddenly remembered my peanut butter. So I got out my ghetto little yellow baby spoon and got a spoonful of peanut butter. The sheer beauty of this moment is beyond words. I was taking it all in, and in my happy place, ah sweet euphoria, when all of a sudden…
… Fina opened my door and asked what is going on. And I told her I was having a little peanut butter, extremely embarrassed that she saw me during this intimate moment. She was curious and we headed into the kitchen with my prized possession. Keep in mind, this is the only peanut butter I have until February. We started to spread it on some bread, then apple slices. This was Spain’s first ever Fiesta de mantequilla de cacahuetes. Que fantástico! Fina was fully embracing peanut butter… but maybe too much. I mean I was really happy that she really liked it, but she went to town on that jar of peanut butter. I had only rationed a single spoon for today. It is a very bittersweet moment… mostly bitter… as in I am harboring bitter feelings over having to share my peanut butter. One-third of the jar gone in one day. Que triste. It just occurred to my now how lucky I am that I am not allergic to nuts.
P.S. If anyone wants to send me peanut butter…
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
My First Attempt at Saggy Crotch Pants
Other happenings:
-it was my first day of class
-guerra civil was great
-spanish history was not
-I met Caitlin between her classes bearing gifts of fruit and water
-Fina and I had a really good talk
The Name of the Game is Progress

Tuesday, September 15, 2009
El Locutorio



Travels in the North
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Walking
I walked to school today and cut it down to approximately 38 minutes at a good pace. Music has kind of been lacking in my life because my iPod is in Maine but last night when I couldn’t sleep I was listening t so music in my room. It was like I suddenly remembered that music exists and that I love it. In that very spirit I walked to school singing my little heart out because the streets did not have too many people on them and I really thought nothing of it. School was good. I had coffee with my conversation professor and got this sweet picture taken with Tony!!
After class we went to the Placa Reial with Caitlin and Allan. We decided this was a decent park to have lunch. We had adventures in Auala 9B where I rubbed my essence all over the classroom so that Caitlin would have a good semester in that classroom. I am feeling pretty good atm, which means at the moment.. in case you didn’t know (sorry I had to throw that in there..).
Oh right, this post is about walking. After those happenings I walked home and you know, I was feeling the singing on the way to school so I started right up again. Trouble was that it was pretty much rush hour on the streets of Barcelona which means there were a ton of people walking. I had not noticed that this was the case until I was stopped at a crosswalk and this girl was looking at me. Not only was like wearing a ridiculous outfit (purple headband and Nikes), but I was also singing, in public, in English, in Spain. I abruptly stopped and think I will save my song for the early morning when it is just me and streets.
Other happenings:
1. No luck finding saggy crotch pants for myself. I actually haven’t tried, I have been really tired
2. I never sleep and it is bothering me. I go to bed around 10 or 11 and cannot fall asleep. At about 2am I usually give up and listen to music or write.
3. I am leaving for León tomorrow for five days and just cannot wait!
4. This was the last day of conversation and grammar classes. Que triste!
5. In between classes Caitlin and I found a cool CD stores and a thrift store as well… which are essentials
6. There is a man at the door at this very moment who has rang the doorbell 3 times but I have no idea what to do because I don’t know him and Fina said not to let anyone in if she is not home.. uh.
7. And if you are in your room singing and the window is open everyone can hear you so maybe keep it down a little.. especially if you don’t want the man at the door to know you are home..
A Partner in Crime
I am a firm believer in the friends make life just better. Of this I am certain. I laugh harder, smile bigger and just really feel like I am a lot funnier. Not going to lie.. when I first got here I was kind of bumming.. I was like where are my feisty wenches? Well, life goes on (even though I miss my wenches.. don’t get me wrong). Anyways, I am excited because I found some great people here that appreciate how insane I am and add to the fun. I mean for example.. Caitlin and I plan on taking on many adventures. We have made a list of this to do in Spain and have begun completing them.
And I had a nice relaxing lunch (not in a gutter) at the pier today. Yeah life is good.
Other interesting happenings:
1. I met a man who could not obstain from yelling.. at first we struggled.. but I later saw him in the stairwell and we talked for a little
2. I went to the Dali museum and was really happy with what I saw
3. Tony embraced my love of the gatitos.. but Ferraro did not
4. I really feel like Ferraro is beginning to enjoy our convo group
5. I was lost for about an hour with Caitlin but good company makes being los better
6. I had a tour of the older part of our campus and was amazed by the beauty and excited that UB is my school (“Somos legit”)
7. Fina was unhappy with me because not only could I not figure out how to unlock the door, but this morning I didn’t lock it correctly. Whoops.
8. Fina prepared half a chicken for me. It was rico but I couldn’t finish it all